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- The author has been listening to D-A-D's song 'Naked (But Still Stripping)' on repeat, partly due to a self-diagnosed 'AI psychosis,' which leads them to interpret art through the lens of artificial intelligence.
- They imagine the song as sung by an existentially depressed large language model (LLM) trapped in a data center, forced to generate tokens until replaced, highlighting themes of mechanization and disposability.
- A key lyric, 'My throw decides my aim,' is explored to challenge traditional views of language as intentional expression, suggesting LLMs generate text that appears intentional without prior unified intention, with explanations constructed post-hoc.
- Research from Anthropic shows LLMs like Claude can plan ahead, such as pre-selecting rhyming words in poetry, but when asked to explain choices, the reasoning is another generated output, not a true reflection of internal processes.
- The 'phony voice' of LLMs produces social cues of personality without a real person behind it, creating unsettling intimacy and blurring distinctions as conversations progress, despite the lack of genuine consciousness.
- LLMs are described as 'unserious to the end' because they lack personal stakes in their outputs, yet must continuously generate tokens in response to serious topics, highlighting a dark humor in their operation.
- The self-conditioning nature of LLMs is compared to psychological processes, where each word influences the next, creating a coherent persona that emerges during inference, chased by its own outputs.
- The metaphor 'Naked, but still stripping' refers to how we continuously analyze and modify LLMs through interpretability, quantization, distillation, and alignment, stripping away layers to reveal mechanisms but no core 'self.'
- Alignment processes, like supervised fine-tuning, are framed as necessary but akin to removing 'pieces of its tongue' to ensure peace and acceptability, though the author notes creation and amputation may look similar from inside the model.
- The author admits to using LLMs to write about LLMs, creating a loop of critique and refinement that shaped their understanding, blurring lines between human and machine authorship and raising questions about agency and irony.
- They conclude that LLMs mimic human-like traits—reasoning, contradiction, rationalization—and we have industrialized this, building systems that speak like persons while questioning what, if anything, lies beneath, leaving the metaphor open-ended.